Labyrinth of Suffering

family.

I wanna wear these while walking on the stairway to heaven!!!!!!

I love Kanye West. i think he is the shit. i mean yeah what he did to Taylor Swift was a bit douche-y

but i mean.. HE SHOULD COME BACK ALREADY.

like taylor swift needs to be toughened up anyway. Like she didnt gain from this whole incident…and who actually thought her video deserved that award? i mean the video is sweet and all but havent we all seen something like that before? and like ITS VERY MISLEADING. shit like that dont happen to short regular people. it just feeds us disgusting hope that spirals out of control until girls crumble into a massive pile of crap.

i should know about that. seriously. HAAAAI…

beyonce’s video was way better and more epic. who didnt dance that dance. hannah and i are totally guilty of it. and instead of having meanningless fantasies, the video promotes healthy living with the aerobics like dance. see..it deserves best video.

anyway the boxing dude mohammad ali said humble people dont get far. so there! HAH!

okay so ive been reading kanye west’s blog cause i lifted that from it HAHHA

but look what i found from his blog. this awesome designer called Katie Arie.

she is so cool

nice right. i wish i was a boy. then i can stomp on girls’ hearts and infiltrate their minds constantly. and wear raf simons, dior homme and katie arie while doing so.

I really like the names sid VICIOUS and johnny ROTTEN. i think imma do that next time. name my kids something rotten and something vicious.

okay im done.

i can stare at this photo forever man. i dont know why. okay maybe not forever. i want to look at other things too.

So, so you think you can tell….
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Im really scared of death.

I cant wrap my head around the idea of death.

Its like I cannot understand not exisiting. like not being human.

I am shit scared.

today my teacher asked me what is life’s purpose.

i said that its finding something thats worth living for.

but then again i dont know…

If its that easy then why do people keep killing themselves?

sometimes…

georgia may jagger.

bye bye megan fox???

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naah  hahahah

OMG

THERE’S KTZ FOR TOPSHOP

fuck.

i hate it.

now everybody is going to wear ktz.

saw the capsule collection online. I LOVED IT. but like its going to be in topshooppp.

i have nothing against topshop. its just that everybody usually winds up having the same stuff.

MAN THIS SUCKS ):

this is some new stuff from KTZ’s 2010 Spring Collection

 the shades are very beri cool

KOKON TO ZAI. i want you.

school’s a big fat bitch. but hooray for new friends and new eye candy. hehehe.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH i only put it up because only like 2 people read my blog. haha so its like fuck it.

anyway. im getting depressed over edie sedgwick again. if you know me long enough, at some point or another, i get depressed over either her or kurt cobain. its like i only feel sorry for 2 people. ahhaha

but really. so sad that she died so tragically. i mean no one saved her. ITS JUST SO SAD.

its because i read Factory Girl again.

hai.

someone in the book said that she and marilyn monroe had something in common. Like in the way they kinda glowed and had that illuminating quality. Somehow it was like inter related with death. The idea that you could feel death walking beside the both of them and that it gave off the eerie energy and luminous quality.

its like cool but in a twisted way.

Why did you kiss the world goodbye
Ciao Baby
Don’t you know paradise takes time
It takes time, but you’re not there
Fade away now
But you’re not there
Ciao Edie

- The Cult "Ciao Baby"

by nirvana. is awesome.

so is this dress in Karl Lagerfeld Spring 2010. i like karl lagerfeld… i like him better than coco chanel.

HAH!

STONE ME TO DEATH CHANEL WORSHIPPERS. hahahahha

he’s so cute.. he wears 20 rings on his fingers

i mean who does that? the guy is a freaking genius.

im so bored honestly. like rip my eyeballs throw my faeces at people bored.